no idea where else to put this:(

[Lord_Data]

i just watched my supposed friend do hardcore drugs after i pleaded witth him not to:/

wtf dude people have to fuck themselves up for what? sorry i am just posting cause it is almost 1 and i am not tired but him and a few other people were doing that so i left...i just don't know what to do...paprika planted a seed of doubt in my head that he was really my friend and this is coming to be too much proof of his correctness....i don't even know what i am thinking...i am about to break down and i felt that posting might help...oh and i am not bashing on pap for seeding the doubt...he is probably right...and if i couldn't see that well then i need to ask my paranoia what the hell it is thinking...maybe this should go in the schizo board...but yeah i thought i would post to calm me down or keep me from breaking down or whatever...ignore me if you wish...though i know the lot of you won't and i thank you for that...

[eiraena]

oh, i am so sorry to hear that shit like that is happening. i know how you feel about any kind of medication and drugs, and to do hardcore shit after you begged him not to was a nasty thing to do. its a sign of total lack of respect for both you and for himself. i have my issues, but i take into great account the worries and opinions of my closest friends. i dont want to start firing on your friendship, but i think you really need to figure things out. if thi sguy doesnt give a fuck what your feelings are, its just gonna tweak you out, and that isnt a healthy situation at all. after 12 pm cst, i'll try to be online off and on today. see if you can catch me. i hope things work out for you.

[Paprika]

Yeah, I say abandon him, I know you don't want to be alone right now but its ok, there is nothing wrong with being doing stuff by yourself, its just the fucked up and tripping human mind that so badly wants to be near others... I think I'm gonna make a post about sex because I wanna argue with someone about it.

[alreadydead]

Okay, different angle here, maybe you should be there to support your friend. A lot of people don't just take drugs just for the hell of it. They take them because they believe the drugs will become an escape from the living hell that is their lives. You may have begged him not to use, but in the end if someone is feeling low enough, the option of drugs is appealing on many levels. Not only can it be a form of escape, but it can be a message to the rest of the world of seld-destruction, and a cry for help. I don't think you want to lose him as a friend, and I don't think he would want to lose you. He didnt take your advice, but that doesnt mean he doesnt care what you think. He may want your help. Just think about it, okay. :moptop:

[Thanol]

Yea I think you should stay friends with them and try to get them to quit. You wouldn't help them by leaveing them alone.