what the hell....

[LostNConfussed]

i dont know if this is the right forum to be writing in but I will write anyway....Have any of you been out with your closest friends..laughing having a grand ol time..when you just feel so empty its like everything Is In slow motion like your soul is dieing?....I dont know I may not of gone threw nearly the same amount of problems as some of you...but I look around when I step out of my house thinking who gives a fluff I shure as hell dont....and march out not giving a damn if you died that moment or not....not giving a shit about anything just going around as If maybe your dreaming and it dosent matter what you do because its a dream.. :twisted: If that made any sence give me some feedback please.

[Theoretical Hero (NEO)]

i totally agree with ya on that one bud.
i am in a constant state of dream... i call it numbness... when u cant feel anything... u r so sad, that everything seems to be fuzzy around you... and ur so sad that u can feel tears welling up inside, but your so numb, that u cant let them out.
and in my numbness, i feel like noone listens... noone notices me... noone cares... i can do anything, but i can do nothing...
i just sit and watch ppl go past me, and i wonder what they r thinking... how they are feeling, and how they reacted when i looked at them.
the world just seems so fuzzy... when u walk you feel like ur floating, but u feel too heavy to float... like ur being dragged.
i feel most numb when i listen to sad music, or when the parents are yelling at me, or when i realise that they dont know that im manic depressive, and then realising that neither do i...
everything is a dream... but its one that id rather not be in right now

[Paprika]

like the only time I run into that type of feeling is when I'm very angry about someting and I feel like I have nothing to loose

[Lord_Data]

i had that feeling not 30 minutes ago

not gonna tell the story cause i am dead right now...just moved three people into their dormrooms and i have zero energy left...

oh and welcome to the forum by the way:)

we need more people so tell your friends...

if i think of any encouraging words i will respond later...oh and you will be seeing more of me now that i am just about settled in:)

[ImDrowning]

i feel like im in a movie and everyone is fake and lying to me.

[eiraena]

i feel the same way alot of the time. some days i'll decided to just see if i can die...i'll just walk across four lanes of busy traffic during rush hour, not bothering to see how close the cars are to me. and nothing ever happens, and that's why i start to wonder what's real and whats not. sometimes i look at other people, and i try to imagine how they can act he way they do, like how they think, that they can function so much better than me. anyhow, just wanted to add to the empathy stories here.