hi/lows

[distanced]

ok this is a really good idea that we do in my sex ed class sometimes and its a really good way to write down ur feelings and also to get to know a lil bit more about other ppl's lives....

write down ur hi for the day and write down ur low for the day....wat was the best part and the worst...if u cant think of anything for the day, do the week

starting with me!
my hi for the day was when i got a B+ on my english paper...i was havin an awful day and english was my last class and i got my paper bak and i thot i had done so badly and it just made me feel a million times better to have gotten a good grade...and it raised my grade for the term from a c+ to a b!!!
my low for the day was when i had a major panic attack in bio class study hall and the teacher thot i was fakin it and wouldnt let me leave....

ok tell me if this is really stupid cuz mayb it is but i think its kinda fun so w/e haha

[Grifter_4]

no..it's not a stupid idea at all. Well my hi for the day was getting a 92 on my calculus test :), the low is the fact that i'm still sick and really miss some1 i love. so it kinda evens out. Sorry to hear about the study hall :(, what a major jackass. I hope u're ok now though.

-Grifter_4

[Becca]

Well, my high today was talking to Andrew on the phone, and my low was when i was missing him during the day (yep my life revolves around him lol!)

[Jessq]

My high was working out this question in STEP, admittedly Will told me exactly how to do it and Ms Poole had to help me where I messed bits up, but I worked through it anyway.

My low was realising we will be discussing suicide, euthanasia and abortion in philosophy this term. And having to have the STEP question explained to me :-(

Jq
XxXxX

[distanced]

aww troubled im sorry it sucks to b beat up....roar i hope u bit their ear off...hahahah sorry....wat is step??

ok again here i gooooo my hi: i got my grades today!! all a range, 2A+ 3A and 1 A- i was so happy now im allowed to go out this weekend (dance party etc.)
my low for the day...guidance councilor snuck up behind me at the end of the day..i thot i was free of her for a day dammit!! and says "how bout u come visit me tomorrow" and i said y and she said cuz i need to talk to u....uhoh

[nokkieny]

well it seems like everybodys high is grades or some material thing etc.

my high was getting a car.. and my low which devoured my high was just going thru another bad day.. didnt talk much to "her".. raving with jealousy.. and i have a an alg 2 test tommorwo that im gonna do horrible on :(

[Gnome]

High: hmm... getting out of school for the day.

Lows: seeing her with him and taking three big tests (one in English over transcendentalism, one in History over immigration in the late 19th/early 20th century, and something to do with triangles in Pre-Calculus). Also getting made fun of for my looks multiple times...

[Pareitentar]

High: talked with my brother n sister n we laughed...it was fun.

Low: Feeling all ouchy inside.

[JustMe]

High: talking to someone from my old school who still has a crush and me and told me he missed me (I actually felt good!)

Low: Being alone all day with my cat constantly meowing in my ear

[Enemy Of Reality]

JustMe, cats rule :) :)

High: I could finally get some sleep

Low: When those bastards from my classroom were annoying my gay friend.. it made me so mad :007:

[De-pressed]

High: i know im going to meet two people that i havent seen before.

Low: I cut myself pretty badly, my life ends next thursday after school when my parents find out im failing 6 courses.

[Valaire]

my high today was finding out I will be going to find out if Im
bi-polar and the low was seeing my parents drinking and then cutting. wait if thats two things then there a tie....

[distanced]

lol chill if it 2 thing its fine and again i wish u super good luck with ur doc!!
hi: tellin the school councilor who i cant stand about my sisters probs and she was super supportive and helpful
low: arthritid flare up in fingers, can only type with left hand, and im a righty....and so i coukdnt reply to as many posts as i wanted and i couldnt do hw urrrrrrr

[distanced]

urr troubled sorry...i post on my own threads to much...actually i just post on all the off topic threads to much...anyay i forgot to say i just realized that u all know the point of saying a high but the point of saying a low is to kinda blow of some steam, i know how hard it is to b all positive all the time so u get a lil reward i guess for bein positive and then ppl can no kinda on a regular basisish what ur big problems in life r....yeah i think u get the picture

hi: i had an awesomeday!! i made tons of new friends at school by joining the school newspare who invited me over and my mom was so proud of my grades she took me shopping..and my class is going on a trip to downtown to SHOP and EAT yay!!
low: none...my day rocked...but if i had to pick it is knowing that i have a math test tomorrow but i tihnk ill do ok so w/e!

[Jessq]

On a kinda unrelated point, if anyone ever wants help on math homework, I'd be very happy to give you a hand :-)

Jq
XxXxX

[Steppenwolf]

I'm Gonna Kick That Person So Hard In The Ass Thier Gonna Be Coughin Up Shoelaces For A Week!

[Jessq]

I am taking Math ;-) We don't split it up here, I'm taking A-Level Maths with a combination of Pure and Stats.

Jq
XxXxX

[distanced]

hmm me either...but if u need geo help im in geo!!! cept im a grade older than u...u must b smart ur way ahead.....and jessq thats reallylyyy nice of u to offer that!!

hi: ROAR EXPLODING IN MY HISTORY TEACHERS FACE AND NOT HAVING TO TAKE HIS TEST ANYWAY...wow it felt so good i have wanted to scream at him for a long time
low; shrinks suck

[Jessq]

That'd be coz it's English ;-)

High: getting woken up early by period pains and getting loads of work done BEFORE NOON!
Low: getting woken up early by period pains.

[Becca]

Ooh cool you're doing maths! I'm in my first year of doing a degree in maths and french.

[Valaire]

troubled where do you live and what school do you go to, where in grade 8 they have all those variances in math. I am in my last year of highschool, and there are two calc courses and two geometry, grade 11 and 12.

Maybe thats canada though, Im not sure.

[De-pressed]

Hi/Low: my mom probably knows that I cut.

[Jessq]

How come hun? Yay for the good bit, aww for the bad.

Hope you're doing alright.

Jq
XxXxX

[Pareitentar]

Jeez, where'd my brain go? I can't believe I forgot about that David...what happened? PM me or something, or tell me on AIM if I ever get my lazy ass online.

Hi: My parents suprised me by telling me we're gonna go to a Counting Crows concert!! I'm sooooo excited!! December 23rd...I can't wait!!

Low: Once again, Allison proves herself to be the worlds biggest procrastinator...I have to write a science essay tonight. Its due tomorrow ::rolls eyes::

[Valaire]

Hi-Eating a variety of well cooked meats in English and getting a huge head start on an English Presentation.

Lows- Fighting with my parents and the results afterwords

[Pareitentar]

Thought I'd dig this out...

Hi: Its the weekend, so I get to sleep.

Low: I broke up with my boyfriend.

[distanced]

lol yeah old thread...but i like it!!

hi: danced with the guy i liked at the school dance
low: im failing history....uh oh....

[CrySanctuary]

High : I have a man who loves me very much and cares for me deeply
Low : Pareitentar broke up with her boyfriend? Why hun!! :hug: :icon_sad:

[Pareitentar]

It wasn't working out... I've got so much to deal with right now and he was adding more stress rather than taking it away. I know its for the best, but I still feel bad. :(

[distanced]

well...if its all for the best maybe once you work yourself out you can try it agai...i know it sucks but at least your ok with it and im glad for that!

[Lucere]

Have you ever heard of B/L/D Hi/Lo? This effectivly the same thing. The post goes likes this-

B (breakfast) -
L (lunch) -
D (dinner) -

Hi-
Lo-

Easy format and usually v.popular, maybe you could do this?

x

[Lucere]

ps-
Hi- sleeping lots and ciggie and feeling better
Lo- i have to end stuff with A soon and i don't want to,

[distanced]

hmmm lucere not a bad idea with the b/l/d....i personally would prefer not because i sorta struggle massively with several ED's....so i kinda dont say what i eat...but i'd say if anyone wants to that, it might be a really cool idea!!!

ps....congrats on post 100 lucere hahha!!

HI OF THE MOMENT: i just got hugged by someone im in love with....im on top of the world!!
low: none at all! thats a first!

[Steppenwolf]

HI: My dad used the word "Shlong" and "Knockers" today. It mad me luagh.

LOW: Towmorrow is the anniversary of my first year without my grandmother. I never acctually got to meet her, but I wrote her letters. I miss her very much. I have all year. But towmorrow will be the most difficult. Especially since we're going to a friends for the Super Bowl. Towmorrrow will be a difficult day.

-Steppenwolf.

[Pareitentar]

(((hugs Steppenwolf)))


On Sunday morning my grandma was rooting for the Eagles lol...we had to burst her bubble and tell her that the Eagles weren't in the SuperBowl.

Hi: I finished all of my homework

Low: I have a really bad headache

[DarkPride]

High:I went to the bookstore today and bought several books that I've been waiting to get.

Low:I keep getting farther and farther behind at school no matter how hard I try, the teachers just keep throwing more work on me.

[peccavi]

High: I didn't have to go to school today.

Low: I kinda faked/exaggerated sickness so I wouldn't have to go to school and it made my family worry about me *sigh* Now I feel really guilty and I'm trying to make myself actually sick with a combo of food and alcohol and no sleep so I can honestly be too sick to go to school...

[A.S.Amalon]

High: Going to band (always is a good high for me) and chatting with my bot on AIM (bandbot2004). The bot's always listening to me and never degrades me or puts me down or physically harms me.
Low: My brother attempting to strangle me

[Jessq]

High: got a load of work done.

Low: someone who I'm not very good friends with seems kinda sad, and I don't need if it's appropriate for me to ask. I think I keep overstepping the mark but I'm worried.

Jq
XxXxX

[distanced]

im reviving this thread again....

high: my mom knows that i cut and called a councilor....finally

low: my leg hurts like hell cuz ive been cutting it far too much to be healthy...and i cant really walk....and the fridge is far away... and im hungry...

[Newt]

High: Talking to the new guy at work, instead of blowing him off when he sat with me in the staffroom.
Low: Wearing a long sleeve shirt to work to cover up cuts and scars, and it's like 100 degrees in the store.

[ladybimz]

my hi was that well someone called me ( kinda sad ) but ive been feeling so low and what made it nicer was that it wasnt a usual friend it was a boy who has been really nasty to me in the past and i think now hes relised and hes being nice and it was nice of him to invite me out
my low was its my uncels bday normally this would mean him coming round getting pissed and being agressive but seen as he died in december it meant going to the graveyard and i went on my own cause i hate them anyway!

[distanced]

hi: hung with a friend and had a great time
low: i cut today....and now im mad at myself

[Newt]

Hi - I had a good talk with my friend today on my break at work, and cried on his shoulder(but it was a good cry), and he was honestly whole heartedly concerned about me... He cares

Low - The reason why we had our good talk was because this dumb bitch at work was trying to accuse me of stealing money, which I hadn't, and I was upset, and had no way of proving why the money was missing.

[masquerade]

I think this is a really neat idea! Here's mine:

Hi - That I got to go to school and talk to my bestest friend and that no one made fun of us (to our faces) today :icon_chee

Low - I ate a bunch of cookies and crap and then got pissed at my grandmother cause she has way too high expectation from me, so I was feeling really shitty and threw up it all up :icon_sad:

[ladybimz]

hi- ive had loada compliments today
low- my friend heard i was cuting myself and shouted out in front of everyone show me your arms now and every1 was like ohhhh

[DarkPride]

High-I aced my algebra test
Low-Someone saw the scratches on my arm that I did over the weekend and he made me cry :icon_cry: people saw and they thought he was breaking up with me, we were never dating in the first place...so then the rest of the day I had people come up to me telling me to get over him...at least they don't know about those scratches though...

[distanced]

hi - got an a on my first essay of my entire life.....

low - i need to cut and im not going to let myself do it therefore i feel very shitty

[Karania]

high-I'm wearing the staple ring I made last night. How is that a high? I have no clue...
low-I feel shitty, want to scratch, and my bro is in a bad mood...

[Broken15]

hi: saw phantom of the opera today with my class. that was the awsomest playt to ever live. lol. then, on the bus, i sat next to this kid who liked me and yeah, it was good

low: my dad surprised me by showing up at the theatre to take me home instead of letting me take the bus with that guy again...i wanted to sit with him again because i enjoyed our conversation. Im BIG on conversation. plus now i feel all crappy for no reason, i nearly died (lol) because i didnt cook my frozen pizza right and the oven kept turning off so i made a microwave pretzel and it mixed with the salt and turned into some goupy brown liquid junk and it was soggy.. and then i realized that my barvarian creme donut tasted stale and so now i have this huge stromach ache and my mind is crapped up and i hd a headache and im done....

wow, i complain too much...heh

[Raven]

High: I got my report card today...four A's, two B's, and 1 C...a record!!!

Low: I was feeling suicidal today and wanted to kill myself.

...this is a popular thread, I will pin it...

[distanced]

high: no school for a week!!

low: im scared of doctors and i have to be around them for a week....and...this is seeming like a low right now, but i cant SI in a hospital and thats the only way i know how to deal with internal pain and im gonna be in a whole hell of a lot of it

[freak_mania]

hi-i made a new friend
low-im ready to die

[Karania]

high: I emailed a friend that I haven't spoken to in a long time.
low: I realized how worthless/useless I really feel.

[Seraph]

high: nothing bad happened to me today
low: nothing good happened to me today

[Pareitentar]

[high] My new hamster let me hold him and he didn't bite me

[low] My ex-bf [we shall call him Horrible Little Weasel Boy] was being a fucktard, as usual.

[Serra_Avatar]

High- Writting a good letter

Low- getting my foot caught in my mouth while talking on the phone...

PS.

fucktard...lol...I like that one. :icon_smil

[DarkPride]

High: No school next week!
Low: I can't sleep in tomorrow (I was looking foward to this all week lol)

[Seraph]

high: I got a picture of jen!
low: I can hardly keep my balance with my new meds

[Newt]

Hi- My friend's boyfriend made an extra effort to include me in their conversation, because I'm usually so tired. And I got to work with Matt, who was especially nice and cute today. Low- Nothing really, other than my brother noticed that I came home high again.

[Raven]

High-I went to Virginia to have dinner with my mom! (she's been on a business trip for 4 days...so we decided to drive (only about an hour) to see her!

Low-Didn't get much homework done.

[ladybimz]

High- i had a really good day yesterday i spent it with people who i care bout and i had a great time and i got really really drunk!
Low- waking up this morning and not really member what i did twards the end of the nite!

[Obinice]

High - Becca was happy all of yesterday
Low - We didnt win the lottery hehe (couldnt think of bad things)

[Newt]

Hi- I got my whole house cleaned and I'm almost finished my laundry.

Low- As soon as everyone got home from work and school, it's trashed again.

[masquerade]

Hi - the guy I kinda like wants me to go the movies with him next weekend, so I'm pshyched about that!

Low - one of my best friends, when she gets around other people, she acts like she doesn't want to be my friend, and treats me like crap!

Okay, this isn't really a high and low for this particular day, but it all happened in one day (I think it was saturday, can't remember though, lol), so I thought I'd post it.

[Seraph]

High - I'm not sick anymore (well, not as sick anymore, lol)
Low - Everything else

[Pareitentar]

[High] I'm switching to a new antidepressant
[Low] It's Prozac

[distanced]

High: im on vacation
low: im sick....

[Obinice]

High: Becca is happy
Low: Im not so happy

[Seraph]

High - can't think of any
Low - can't think of any highs

[ladybimz]

High- my bro is prob goin uni
low- too many

[unknownquantity]

High- I can resit the exams
Low- I'm still alive

[Newt]

Hi- I'm actually leaving my house today
Lo- To go to work

[distanced]

high: im alive
low: im alone with my mom for two weeks

[Obinice]

High: I had a wonderful weekend with my love Becca
Low: I wont see her again for 2 weeks

[unknownquantity]

high- city demolished the scum!!!
low - i'm lonely

[ladybimz]

high- i went on the prefect date you no everything paid 4 sooo nice
low- i didnt wanna be there

[Pareitentar]

[High] I stayed home from school today
[Low] because I couldn't drag my ass out of bed.

[Karania]

high: i started talking to an old "friend" of mine
low: umm...everything else.

[Raven]

High: I made it through the day.
Low: I just BARELY made it through the day.

[unknownquantity]

high- I'm still here
low - I'm still here (anyone understand that?)

[BlackRose]

high: chris is still here
low: he doesnt want to be.... :(

[distanced]

high: im out of the hospital for good
low: that means im at home....with my family....joy....

[BlackRose]

high: hey im outta the hospital too!!! ( doubt its for good though ;) )
low: everything is SO fucked up right now! :icon_cry:

[Obinice]

High: Becca is happy
Low: Im not sad, but im not happy ether. Bit of an in between right now.

[IaMsOlOsT]

:icon_sad:
Hey guys. I joined this site last night and I am glad I did.
My highs for today were minimul. Everyone seemed to be against me, and I have no one to really talk to. My lows for today were everything. I just can't handle this stuff anymore. I'm sick of everything, my family, my school, my thoughts. I just want it all to go away.

[unknownquantity]

High: everyone I was worried about last night seems to be ok
Low: I feel a lot worse

[Trinity]

high- I'm alone at home
low - there's no one to talk to

[BlackRose]

high: had a smoke last night
low: im not all that happy any more...

[unknownquantity]

High- pass
Low- everything

[Enemy Of Reality]

high - spent all day with my mate carol at school :)
low - dad is drunk.. :(

[Newt]

Hi- I'm a tid bit tipsy and it feels awesomely numb and happy
Low- I'm really not to sure right now... Other than that I'm gonna be hungover tomorrow... And that this is taking me forever to type.

[unknownquantity]

High- French is over for now
Low- got Business in 50 minutes, wahey!! ahem

[Becca]

High - I'm feeling ok
Low - I have an exam in less than 3 hours that i haven't started revising for

[Obinice]

High: Becca is feeling ok
Low: I wish I could help her feel better :hug:

[Pareitentar]

[High] During my TA period I found a bunch of old music posters and one of them had a piano with a trumpet and two roses sitting on top. My sister plays piano and trumpet and loves roses, so I asked the music teacher if I could have it and she said yes.

[Low] My sister doesn't like it.

[distanced]

high: i havent cut for six hours - and i managed to stop myself once i started
low: i cut six hours ago....

[BlackRose]

high:sache's ok!!
low: i wish i could help her more....

[Karania]

high: I didn't have to say my Civics speech today and will do it tomorrow.
low: My boyfriend pissed me off and couldn't catch a hint. I talked about my depression with someone else, making me talk like a little kid when we talked on other subjects because I'm weird like that. I bugged him and he isn't talking to me anymore. My brother wouldn't beat me up when I asked him to. Life sucks and I hate myself.

[unknownquantity]

Highs- Only an hour left of school this week
Lows- got another week left after this

[DarkPride]

High: It's Friday, and no more school 'till Monday!
Low: I have ALOT of homework that I should do...but...

[BlackRose]

high: my mom is at work tmorrow
low: i want to die

[Kagetsu]

High- It's Friday
Low- I feel like shit.

[unknownquantity]

High- only a week of school left
Low- then I go to Paris, 5 days of solid acting in a foreign city, great, bet I get arrested or break an ankle or summet, it'd be just my luck

[Obinice]

High: Becca is home, its weekend and im alot happier today
Low: I still need a long lie in tomorrow lol *yawn*

[BlackRose]

high: i talked to shay today :)
low: i still want to die :(

[unknownquantity]

high- I had a good time with my family tonight
low- tanya wants to die:(

[Newt]

Hi- I had a fun time joking around with Matt at work

Lo- Some poor lady had a seizure and split her head open on the floor, in the middle of the department store. I got there, and a whole bunch of customers were crowded around her and the paramedics couldn't get the stretcher through, and none of the other employees were doing anything about it. So, knowing absolutely nothing about the situation, I had to deal with it.

[Obinice]

High: I got a lovely e-mail from Becca :)
Low: No low at the moment, except I need a shower lol.

[BlackRose]

high: Shays back tomorrow
low: I still want to die but i cant OD because there are no pills in the house. (my mum hid them after my last try)...o yea and my parents hate me

[Seraph]

low: god never answers my prayers
high: my prayers as of late have been to not wake up in the morning, so I guess its good he doesnt answer...

[unknownquantity]

High- got some work done and I've got Dad to wake me up and I'm going to school in my free period to get some work done
Low- I have a lot to do

[distanced]

high: i dealt with a very trying situation without screaming, and did everything very calmly....
low: i lost my best friend in that situation...maybe because i handled it so well

[BlackRose]

high: got a great new cell phone
low: i STILL wanna die ... surprise, surpirse :(:(:(:(

[unknownquantity]

High- Emily is still here
Low- I want to die
- City lost
- I have business work in for the morning which I haven't started

[Obinice]

High: Becca and I are happy!
Low: Still a few days till I can hold her in my arms again

[DarkPride]

High: I feel somewhat happy
Low: I want to die
Im not quite sure how I can feel both...but I do...

[gi-action-rl]

my high today wass..... *thinks really hard* um, that would have to be hugging my love. :icon_razz

my low was... finding out my parents didnt get me the supplies i needed for a project due tomorrow that i've been bugging them about for 4 days. :icon_mad:

[unknownquantity]

High- I didn't get busted for my business work and TM isn't blocked at school like I thought:)
Low- I'm still at school and may have to stay behind

[Obinice]

High- My IT teacher is a member of www.andrewglynn.co.uk and is battling with the council to unfilter it :-)

Low- TM is filtered at school. But then I could always have a word with my IT teacher...lol......I think my main low is that I miss my Becca lots! I luv her completely.

[distanced]

high: i finally trusted someone
low:i'm never going to do that again because peopole friggen always betray me

[Raven]

High: I am still alive.
Low: I wish I weren't.

[broken]

high- seeing tanya's geetar
low-not being able to play tanya's geetar:(

[Raven]

Don't worry about it...it takes a while to learn to play guitar. Just ask Pareitentar.

[unknownquantity]

High- Only 2 and a half more days of school
Low- that's 2 and a half too many

[Pareitentar]

[High] I got out of afterschool practice
[Low] 'cause I was puking my guts up.

[Seraph]

low: my left arm looks like Sam Neill at the end of Event Horizon
high: I was unable to do any further damage than that

[hrtlessjekka]

Hi- when I came back to school after getting over a bad stomach flu. I had my new hair color in and I looked great. A bunch of people told me I looked Gorgeous. Now that is a word I've never heard spoken to me before. :) this is going to be great.

low- I had a B in Chemistry but I was handed an F today. I don't know what I'm going to do :(

[DarkPride]

High: I am listening to some music...I like music...

Low: I can't stop crying...been crying since 9 and it's now 11:30...my mom just went back to the hospital because something in her surgery this morning messed up...my brother hates me...I hate school...I hate people...I hate my life...I want to die...

[unknownquantity]

High- Just spoke to Emily:)
Low- She's upset and I can't literally be there for her:(:(:(

[distanced]

high: i straitened my hair and it looks really good
low: noone will get to see it cuz im grounded

[Kagetsu]

high- I have a field trip tomorrow
low- I will have to spend an hour listening to bus songs, 100 Bottles of Beer on the Wall, and 80's rap. :icon_eek:

[unknownquantity]

High- I'm still here
Low- I want to cut

[ladybimz]

high- i talked to chirs today and he stopped me crying
low- i have my real drama exam in like 14 hours and im so scared i should go bed and sleep!

[Obinice]

High: I've got all my work ready for tomorrow
Low: I didnt go to school again and Becca wont like that at all :(

[unknownquantity]

High- got my business work done
Low- French sucked yet again, I nearly started crying, and I've still got maths homework and IT coursework in for tomorrow,I haven't even started my IT and I doubt I'll finish it :029:

[distanced]

high: um...i slept last night?
low: everything else

[freak_mania]

hi-i have friends to talk to
low-i don't know if i can make it stay that way

[Newt]

Hi - I'm still alive
Lo - I'm not so sure I want to be anymore...

[confused 2]

hi - i found out my friend is ok yay !!!!!
lol - my dad's been yelling at me all day
* sighs *

[distanced]

high: my friends all came over to try to cheer me up
low: it didn't work

[unknownquantity]

High- no more school for 3 weeks
Low- doctors in 3 hours

[Seraph]

high - nothing bad has happened to me today!
low - I just woke up 10 minutes ago

[distanced]

high: my room is clean and it looks awesome
low: my OCD made me clean it and I'm out of control again *sigh*

looking back at this thread ive realized i changed A LOT since i started posting here...*sigh* i used to use ur instead of your and things like that....i find my old posts rather annoying....i guess thats both a low and a high - I've changed but i've also realized that I can see why people didn't like me much

[Pareitentar]

It's amazing how much your opinion of someone can change when they don't use 'u' and 'r' in place of words.

[High] I might go to Jen's house
[Low] Today sucked

[Kagetsu]

hi- I talked with my best friend today
low- she got suspended because some bitchy girl wrote FUCK YOU on my friends hand with a sharpie.

[DarkPride]

High: I don't want to die today, and I am on medication
Low: I am on medication

[Raven]

High: I got a manicure and got a pretty flowery design on my nails!!
Low: I still want to die.

[Seraph]

high - I saw me mum today, she was happy to see me, and it was uber nice outside today! and I'm going for a job interview tomorrow and my best friend got accepted into a school nearby (well, 2 1/2 hours away, but she currenty lives 2000 miles away! yay)!

low - I absolutely fucking hate life

[Dawnfire]

High: My friend didn't beat up a girl like I feared she might.
Low: I had to "talk" with my science teacher/my depression is acting worse

In short: today sucked :P

[Obinice]

High - Becca and I had a nice day except for the her leaving bit lol
Low - I won't be able to look after her and show her how much I love her till she is here agian.

[distanced]

high: bought myself a DVCR mwahahaha...and a bigscreen tv....and better cable....and a cell phone....and some dvds...way to blow all of my hardearned money...but im happy!
low: hrmmmm made it twoooo weeks and then i cut

[Kagetsu]

high- I finally went to church todayto see my friends
low- they weren't there.

[DarkPride]

High: I am happy
Low: I have a headache that hurts like hell

[Sarah Bear]

High: I wrote a new poem
Low: I found out my Zac has a new girlfriend

[Pareitentar]

[High] My hamster isn't dead yet
[Low] I feel really crappy

[Obinice]

High - Becca is happy! And TM Is back!
Low - Er......Dont wanna say lol :$

[Seraph]

high - got a job!
low - um... holy shit on a stick, I cant think of any for today!

[distanced]

high: i saw my friends today
low: at school

[DarkPride]

High: I dont feel very much anxiety right now and am smiling alot
Low: I feel really depressed

[Seraph]

high - I got my tax return today! w00t.
low - umm... there is hunger in the world

[Pareitentar]

Seraph, you seem to be in a very good mood. :)

[High] I get to stay home from school again tomorrow
[Low] 'cause I feel so crappy

[Obinice]

High - I went to school!!! :D:D:D
Low - Becca wont be in my arms again till next week

[freak_mania]

hi-me talkin to my friend and we can actually hold a conversation
low-im so upset

[Pareitentar]

[High/Low] Missed half of the school day

[Newt]

Hi - Initiating the "Hug a Friend" rule at work

Low - Being informed that it's against company policy

[Obinice]

High - Becca had a nice day from what I hear.
Low - Er, mine was boring lol.

[Seraph]

high - bought a new mouse today! fucking mouse I have now sucks...
low - its only noon, and I'm bored as hell (no work today -- rain)

[Becca]

High - I had a really lovely day
Low - I'm a bit cold lol

[freak_mania]

high-im not going to be around my family soon
low-ill have to come back to them

[Raven]

High: April Fools Day!
Low: Uh...school?

[Obinice]

Can I add another high/low in one day? lol if so...

High - Im not ruining the evening! I hope im getting better :D
Low - Ive got maths to do lol (but I kinda understand it :D)

[ladybimz]

high- no more school for 2 weeks
- got a DVD player
- chris is back tomoro!
- the weather has been really nice
low- i have to go to some people for mental health with my mum!

[confusedgirl]

high-Seeing my new "love" being all happy and muh best friend so excited
Low-Seeing or hearing about him and that dumb girlfriend of his now

[distanced]

high: I'm back here....i missed all of you so much....the people here support me more than i knew...
low: i havent been this sad (not depressed really...just genuinely sad) since i lost my best friend a year and a half ago - i feel utterly alone

[Newt]

Yesterday
Hi - Having the boy of my dreams(sigh) go out of his way to talk to me, and drive me somewhere.
- Playing on the swings at 2am
- Watching tapings of elementary school Christmas concerts
Lo - Being ignored when out for coffee with my friend and her friends.
- Being made fun of by said friend about said boy(she thinks he's gay for some reason)
- Being blown off by my friend from work for no apparent reason

Today
Hi - Talking to a boy from school on my way home today. Haven't talked to anyone from school since January.
Lo - Being made fun of some more about said boy by my brother(who also thinks he's gay, just because he likes Batman)

[Obinice]

High - Im happy and its only 2 days till Becca is here for longer than ever before!
Low - Im kinda bored right now lol, no interesting games, no one to talk to, infact if it werent for TM I would still be in bed lol. Fankoo TM!

[unknownquantity]

Hi- I'm back in England and have spoken to Emily a couple of times
Low- I have a huge headache
- I don't want to live

[masquerade]

(this is technically for yesterday, but oh well)
high - I get three days off from school (Friday, Monday, and Tuesday)
low - it's cause I'm suspended

[Make Believe]

High: Spring Break ish coming up!
Low: I can't SI... I promised a friend I'd stop, but I reaaaaaallllllyyyyyy need to. Meh. (>_<)

[distanced]

high: its the weekend so i'm not drowned by work
low: it means im alone.....(fill in the blanks)

[solid shade]

ok ill join in..
high: -errm i was feeling great/happy yesterday-so ive got new courage..+easter vacation 2 weeks+crush on a girl im talking to right now :)
Low: alone (same thing) +im noticing the depresion pulling me down ...

[Obinice]

High: Im feeling much better today and I hope Becca is too.
Low: I hope Becca isnt still mad at me for last night :( Silly Stupid me....

[distanced]

high: my history project is coming out AWESOME...
low: the highlight of this week has been a school project for a class which i hate....

[Make Believe]

High: I just took a steaming hot shower. (:D!!)
Low: ...I have to start my homework...

[ladybimz]

high: 2 weeks on freedom
low: i might spend these 2 weeks alone if no1 wants me.....

[unknownquantity]

High: Got back from Paris on Friday
Low: I'm still here

[BlackRose]

high: i cut myself really bad and it felt good :) (thats prolly not a high but i like it)
low: lost my good razor.. currently cutting with peices of plastic.. joy

[ladybimz]

high- there mite be another
low- there mite be another

[freak_mania]

high:im not that bad
low:yet

[Obinice]

High: I'll be with Becca tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D
Low: I want her now lol. I wanna hug her :hug:

[solid shade]

haha ..good fur you both!!
high :man nothin
low: wasnt with my friends in nuernberg in palmbeach and everyone was there xept me!
i was just too down to go with ...darn

[masquerade]

low - I tripped on the steps today with a glass in one hand and soup in the other, so soup and iced tea went everywhere!
high - i only got a few cuts and scrapes (not from the glass though, so I'm glad about that)

[ladybimz]

high- i relised who my friends are
low- im 16 cant do it

[unknownquantity]

high- I'm still here?
low- I can't keep this up

[Becca]

high: nothing bad i have to do before i get to see Andrew!
low: had a totally exhausting day at work :( it hurts

[distanced]

high: i have no homework tonight!
low: its because all of my teacher's saw me have a massive breakdown and decided to take the work of my shoulders cuz they think im crazy

[BlackRose]

high: just got contacts so i dont have to wear my shit glasses any more!! mwahaha
low: i wanna die and i have the worst headache ever

[unknownquantity]

High: It's been 2-3 weeks but
Low: I've cut:bear_cry:

[BlackRose]

high: pass....
low: im useless.. i cant even help the people i love

[unknownquantity]

high- i woke up this morning
low- my wrist stings

[distanced]

high: got an extension on a project
low: I WANT BREAD DAMMIT!

[BlackRose]

high: i cut and i feel good now... well not good.... relieved? o well
low: IT WONT STOP BLEEDING!

[ladybimz]

high- its the holiday
low-friday is closer

[unknownquantity]

High: don't know
Low : my mom may have a tumour
i worried a good friend
tanya cut

[unknownquantity]

High: going playing snooker
Low: Heather told my sister I cut
My sister is upset
ARGH!!!:bear_cry:

[BlackRose]

high: my mom said i can dye my hair..
low: i cut again... too much blood.. feel dizzy.. im scared :(

[broken]

high- getting note from tanya
low- everything else

[BlackRose]

high- none....
low- IM SO FUCKING UGLY!!!!!!! :(:(:(:(

[broken]

YOU ARE NOT UGLY...tell her everyone!!!

[BlackRose]

YOU ARE NOT UGLY...tell her everyone!!!

kathie dont encourage them!! theres no point i dont believe any of you, and only 3 ppl on tm kno what i look like! so... just dont.. shhh :bear_shy:

[broken]

low- tanya thinks shes ugly
low-tanya thinks she is ugly and shes not

[BlackRose]

low: kathie must be blind becoz she thinks im pretty!

[broken]

i give up...(ur pretty)

[BlackRose]

low:... i want to die so badly.. *cry*

[Obinice]

High: Becca is here
Low: I wish I was an interesting person so she wouldnt get bored >.<

[Newt]

Hi - It's now out in the open between me and this guy at work... I like him, he likes me, we both know it, and so do a few others, but...

Low - It's never going to get past flirting because he's my immediate supervisor and that's against company policy.

[BlackRose]

high: i didnt cut yesterday..

low: i just cut

[BlackRose]

low: :bear_cry: :bear_cry: i just cut.. again...

[distanced]

high: im wealthier than 95% of the world just by being a middle class american
low: everyone around me is wealthier - and theyre all teens so they did nothing to deserve it...and they all thin ktheyre better than me

[Pareitentar]

(((hugs))) If you wanna talk, I'm here

[High]: It's officially Spring Break
[Low]: My stomach feels like it wants to puke

[BlackRose]

high: eventually we all die.. isnt that (honestly) a nice thought?


low: everyone is worried about me and i want to die... and now i feel guilty about that

[confused 2]

high : im getting through the sessions with my therpist
low: im scared to death to talk and i cut * sighs*

[DarkPride]

High: I didn't have to go to school today or monday
Low: I feel so fucking spaced out

[ladybimz]

high-still got a week off school
low-my orals are when i go back

[freak_mania]

high:somethings good gotta come out this
low: i can't help her:(

[distanced]

high: im in bed....
low: puking my brains out.

[broken]

high - i slept last night
low - im so sick of living

[Kagetsu]

high- I'm back :)
low- I'm supposed to be doing my homework...

[unknownquantity]

High : I got my account back
Low : had a bad day, city are going down, just feeling useless and low:(

[Pareitentar]

[High/Low]: Tomorrow I'm going to my grandma's house to celebrate Easter and the whole family will be there.

[unknownquantity]

High: had a good day with the family
Low: I feel real low and I'm doing my french coursework

[BlackRose]

high: nothing..

low: everything...

[DarkPride]

Low: had to go to my grandmother's house for easter
High: I left early

[freak_mania]

high: lifes not worth living for
low: dont' know how to make it end

[Kylie Bee]

(DarkPride yours made me smile)
(to all :hug: some of those are really sad...)

high: EASTER CHOCOLATE SUGAR/WINE/PARTY HIGH!!!
low: i can feel the crash coming...

[freak_mania]

high:nothing
low:another day is on its way

[BlackRose]

high: my dad isnt home..

low: he'll probably be home soon...

[BlackRose]

high: i honestly cant think of anything at the moment..

low: im sooo confused about... something, im worried about TWO of my friends, my dad is mad at me and i dnt kno why... and im really scared of him, i have science homework that i dnt understand (coz im stupid...), one of my best friends doesnt even care about me, and i lost two friends yesterday..... :(... bad day? i think so...

[broken]

high- tanya skipped 4th peroid so i wasnt all alone

low- the doctor lady says im severly depressed and is going to call my mom :'(

[Kylie Bee]

high: i was getting better.

low: now im not. my friend made me think he was going to kill himself. he messed with my head. i think im having a panik attack. i cant breath. if im not on for the next day im really sorry i just need to get ok because im not. g2g.

[Raven]

High: I am still living.
Low: I want to be dead.

[Newt]

Hi - Got my school stuff all sorted out
Low - I'm about two weeks behind...

[freak_mania]

hi-the relationship is fixed
low-i have another one to deal with

[unknownquantity]

Hi- I'm Back
Low- I miss the family back in Eire:(

[Kylie Bee]

up: now going on zoloft. *crosses fingers* plz let it work... properly.

not: umm how bout everything else?...

[Newt]

Hi - I only had to work 4 hours today.

Low - I only got to see Matt for 1 of those 4 hours...

[unknownquantity]

Hi- I'm going to see City
low- I'm scared about Emily and City will probably lose

[BlackRose]

high: me and kathie are $400 richer! now i have almost enough to run away!! :)

low: i told a lie.... and i feel really bad about it.....
im so bloody confused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[unknownquantity]

High: Just been out with 3 really good mates and we had such a laugh
Low: I want to die, City are shite and the players don't care