I hate my life...

[Paprika]

Shit man, I hate this mess!

[Lord_Data]

i was just about to start this topic myself

dude we don't talk much on aim anymore:( whats going on

i went to a party tonight:(

i just realized how much i hate everyone...like not you guys but like everyone...i just don't understand why people ridicule me for not going out and getting drunk every day of the week...my answer now a days is suck a dick bitch...but i am extremely passive...last night i made some guy shit his pants...like really shit his pants...i have decided that violence is not an answer any more...i am going pure vegetarian now...no fish, sea food, probably no eggs, etc...nothing that isn't clean living...excercise, do productive stuff...hell i don't know i am making it up as i go along but i think it really is time to bust it out with some healthy living...there are only two things i will definately not give up...cigars and wine...

how is this my reason for being about to post a i hate my life thread you ask?

well i thought that seeing as this moment of motivation is likely to be gone in the morning that if i post this that maybe you paprika will get some inspiration and feel better???

hell it was worth a try and i hope you do feel better...you're young...go live it up...i never did and look at my shitstorm of a life...i'm sorry i probably sound hypocritical and repetative...i feel like i tell you this all the time...and i don't know if it is helping you:(...

if you want me to ramble more just tell me and i will come and respond...i just don't know what to say to you to help you out and i feel bad that i can't:(

-Z-

[Paprika]

its all good. My new name on AIM is siraristrotle I tried messaging you one but you never responded...